Anyway, I can finally stop living under this huge burden of stress...I can finally sleep more than 5 hours a night. I can stop being bitter about everyone else having fun and enjoying the holidays haha. I can honestly say this is the BEST feeling in the world! I can't even imagine what I just put my mind and body through to be honest. I'm in a complete state of haze. I had the most unfortunate luck, because I got sick the weekend of Thanksgiving. That was when the major studying needed to happen, so I ended up studying for contracts feeling like crap. I literally didn't think it was possible. Then it just went downhill from there and I got really burnt out. Also unluckily for me, my last final was the hardest, with the most I've had the memorize/learn. I didn't think I could pull through, but I'm glad I did. I just can't believe I have to do this 5 more times. What the hell did I get myself into?
Today I'll be doing everything that I've been needing to do...following up with my dentist after I received this HUGE dental bill. I've been stressing over it but never had the time or energy to call them to fight about it. I paid over $700 for this one tooth, and out of nowhere they send me another $400? This is all after insurance? They have got to be kidding me. I think this dentist is so unethical, because if he was going to charge me that much, he should have told me what the hell he was doing to my tooth. I had to get a crown, but after I got my temp crown (which I paid $400 for), I came back because it was hurting, and he did something to prep my tooth for a root canal and at that time I paid $300. Why would I be billed another $400? I had to go to a separate place to get my root canal where I only paid $121. So why $1100 all just for prepping my tooth for a stupid root canal? Ugh, this is giving me so much anxiety so I guess I better call them first.
Second of all, I have to call my boss. Remember how I was working part time here? Yeah, that didn't work out so well. I was losing control of everything and there was just no way I could handle working anymore. It wasn't worth it to me. Just studying and doing all of my reading, plus outlining, plus weekly memos to write, I had zero time for anything else. Well I emailed my boss about how I was feeling, and she just never responded. I just realized a week ago that I was off the payroll lol. So I have to call her back to wrap things up today. Not a conversation I'm really looking forward to, but I have to do it.
Another thing I haven't been able to do is send in a manual claim to get my medical bill reimbursed. I can't even remember what it was for anymore, but I definitely want my $300 back.
Those are the 3 biggest things in my financial life bothering me...don't you just hate it when you have to do things that are really, really important but you just dread them? Well I guess I better start on my giant to-do list. I have to clean, give my dog a haircut, dye my hair, schedule a haircut for myself, post some things up on ebay, and do normal human things again.
Btw, thanks to everyone for your support, encouragement, advice, and just listening to me rant and complain. Especially on Twitter! Haha. I'm not sure I could have handled it all alone. So thank you!
Talk to you guys soon!